Sidetracked!!! Uggh

I started writing this blight as a way to reach out and educate people on the ins and outs of Foster Care and the roller coaster ride that it is.

Somewhere along the line I got sidetracked, got busy, have felt uninspired to write. Not sure which one, maybe a little of everything. But I just stopped. This was not my intention when I decided to blog. I was excited, and ready to share. I thought I had 101 thing plus that I could write about, then the self doubt made it’s way into my head like a semi loosing control on the highway.

Where did that even come from.

I’ve lived a life of self doubt. It makes it way back into the forefront of my thinking way too often. But foster care isn’t an area I doubt myself in. So WTF!!! I guess we are all a work in progress and I’m working on it the best that I can. I did jump into this thinking my following would grow faster, and that people would share and comment more. But today I realized, if I came help one person, reach one person, inspire one person, this doesn’t have to grow at a rate that I wish it would. It will grow. But it can’t grow if I don’t do the work. So here I am, working in my blog and myself, and I’m ready to us both grow, even in small ways.

Don’t doubt yourself. Grow in a way that is comfortable to you. You will get to where you want to be. Rise above the self doubt and know you are enough and what you say and do are important.

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